I have Failed


While cleaning up the mess
when it came to you
I was confused
What to do

I failed to categorise
Yours signs, your memories
whether to forget or to memorise
or to convert into stories

I cleaned everything
except you from my mind
it was not intentional
I wasn’t able to do it fine

I drank the poison
Put myself to fight 
I vomit everything out
it was you still inside

I cried the oceans
jumped in valleys and fell
while erasing you from heart
I failed, I failed, I failed !!!


Vivek Upadhayay

I am never satisfied with what I have, and never Doubt on what I can conquer. I do not just look only in straight direction, because the world of wisdom is walking beside me and I also discover the sully soul on my other side, I am a camouflage of both. I turn around and try to walk backward to see what I keep within, deep, behind my back and accept the strokes wind puts on my face and make myself ready to get shocked any moment in life, because Things will change their shape and dimension in coming years, Good will become bad and bad will become the best. because it is what I have seen yet. Even me will not remain me, but my instinct will never change neither my love for certain things. So I surge up into the territory of stars, out of this world and try to find who I am today ?


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